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"Practise you lot recall anger is a sincere emotion or the timid movement of a frail heart trying to beat out away its hurting?"

— Andrea Gibson

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What's the point?

I'm sitting here crying, not really knowing exactly why. I seem to cry as soon as I wake upward, peradventure I am upset that I'one thousand alive? Maybe I'm upset because fifty-fifty when I scream for assistance, no 1 really cares. I'm a brunt, no ane wants to deal with me. What the point of existence here if the people that I care about, don't care about me at all? What's the point in trying to have friends when they could care less almost you or how you feel. I wish I could just go away.

I wish that someone actually cared.

I can't fifty-fifty go a hug. Not even i. They won't even talk to you, you lot're that worthless. You lot're a skillful for aught piece of shit Taylor, you know that you lot'd be better off dead. They would only pretend to care anyway.

Is information technology a crime to non want to be solitary?

I feel that every moment that I'm with you lot, yous hate it. You lot hate me. What did I do? Why practise you hate me? What can I do to fix it? Delight assistance me. I don't know where to get, I'm lost and every direction is wrong. Nothing feels right, I can't brand anything experience right. I wish I could but lock myself back up in the mountains. I miss non bothering anyone and I miss beingness habitation. But I miss having relationships that I know won't falter, I miss knowing that people care. I miss looking in thr mirror and actually being okay with what I see. I am a failure, a disaster, I'1000 toxic, and selfish. I hate myself so much, I don't think that anyone can aid me at present.

What exercise yous do when you can't get dorsum upwards?

I thought I was getting better, I thought I was becoming who I'm supposed to be. I'm so conflicted because my friends say that they care, but they also seem to be avoiding me. I feel like with every footstep I do something wrong, I simply want to have a normal functional friendship only that seems And then far out of reach. What practise I do? Do I put on a friendly face and simulated it until I make it? Exercise I go my separate way because I don't want to hurt anyone anymore? How am I supposed to grow when everything I have ever done gets thrown in my face up? How? How am I supposed to grow when you're the one tearing out all of my petals?

Hey. Hullo. Hello.

Forget that terminal post. I accept a HUGE crush on a SUBORDINATE who I'chiliad Not ALLOWED TO Similar. please send your loving and graceful vibes my way and so they tin can catch me when my dumb ass slips.

I believe in soul mates…

And if this is truly my soul mate, we've been through ane hell of a showtime. Everything I yearn for is him at the end of every one of my days, and I hate myself for it. I love him so much just I hate myself for loving him considering of the things he'due south done to me, simply never once in these iv years, separated or together, has my honey wavered. My beloved never turned to hate, the "hate" became a disguise to brand myself feel better. Only now the facade has faded, and all I'grand left with are these painful feelings that I couldn't even begin to explicate. I'm torn between desire and don't want, do and don't practice. He has ravaged my soul but has always had my centre, simply what to do?

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